And she's flying somewhere

again and again

2009-01-03T18:49:00.000-08:00

I feel so sorry for this blog, I always leave it out.
It's goodbye for a while ermm.....maybe forever? I'm not sure.
Maybe I'll see you in another page or in another post

Hiatus

update update

2008-12-24T05:28:00.000-08:00

Finally I'm in the mood to write and hopefully this won't be a long post.
First, congratulation to my dearest best friends Nida and Tania! and everybody at Kewdale. They finished their school, and had received their TEE marks. You go girl!

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I watched the Asian Food Channel in library and I was thinking to cook something during this holiday. I'm not sure. Maybe I should try Nida's mother cheesecake recipe. I remember making our own cheesecake with her, it turned out pretty good, though.

I finished my English final exam, meaning, I don't have to attend the class anymore, but I still have Religion on the same day. The assignments are pouring in and final semester exams are waiting. Hopefully, I'll do good. Amin.

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A friend of mine told us (me and others) her what-she-called-secret. The secret was if any guy try to ask her to be his girlfriend and sings Sempurna (meaning: perfect) by Andra and The Backbone (Indonesian band), she would say "yes" straight away. For me, I've been wishing for someone who sings For You I Will's Teddy Geiger when he asks me. If it's not happening, that song will be in my wedding party. hahaha :)

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

typical

2008-12-16T18:11:00.000-08:00

I'm in the library, doing people's work. You know, how I'm so good in copy-pasting when it comes to assignment? well, my friends need my help in their works. So, I'm here copy-pasting. Hahaha.

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I acted so stupid this morning. You were right there stood behind me, and I said nothing. Damn.

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Cos little by little
We gave you everything
You ever dreamed of
Little by little
The wheels of your life
Have slowly fallen off
Little by little
You have to give it all in all your life
And all the time I just ask myself
whyYou're really here

Little by little - Oasis

Wonderwall- Oasis

2008-12-13T21:07:00.000-08:00

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

heyho

2008-12-12T06:35:00.000-08:00

Damn it.
I just feel like swearing. sorry :)

I thought Twilight is on this 12th Dec but I was wrong, it was on th 3rd. It's been a week since twilight premiere in Indonesia and it's not coming to Palembang. shit. Oh well, you can get the pirated dvd with bad resolution. But, it's going to get better as time goes by.

I watched it today. And, I was right. Before, I watch the movie, I thought Emmett was better than Edward. Well, he is!! He's hotter than Edward. For god's sake! The movie is like "errrr..Zzzz"

The novel is way better. 235659598207748493 times better. hhahaha. I'm so dissappointed.

Gonna read Midnight Sun now.

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Intorduction to Accounting is oh-so-amazing-and-interesting once you got everything balance :)

c'mon

2008-12-11T06:05:00.000-08:00

And I'm still here

hoping.........

finally december

2008-12-03T04:33:00.000-08:00

And 2009 is just around the corner :)

I didn't go to campus today. It was my plan. I followed my parents shopping, and please don't let me go to the bookstore this week. The books are appealing and I don't have money =.=

Okay, though I have the soft copy of twilight saga, I bought the 3rd book, Eclipse. I'm into novel these days, and I'm starting to collect novels. When I was searching for eclipse, I found..Maryamah Karpov. Yes, the fourth novel of the tetralogy Laskar Pelangi. I just remember, it came out late November and early December. I was in dilemma on which book should I buy since I have limited money. In the end, I bought both books =.= I'm totally broken right now. There's only Rp 22.000 in my wallet and I have to survive with that money, till Saturday. god! Help me!

I'll do the homework l8r :DD

very short update

2008-11-25T04:08:00.000-08:00

okay, i just finished my Indonesian assignment. And, this is going to be a very short update. I just wanna tell you guys that:
- I am still alive
- I still run this blog
- and I will link you and visit your blogs.

but right now, i need to lay down cause my head is spinning and I can't wait till 12th december. okok?

now, I'm done!

corner

2008-11-10T18:06:00.000-08:00

Greeting from Unsri :)
haha. I'm in the library right now, finishing my assignment. Got another midtest on 12.30 and I haven't study anything. I spent my whole night, painting for nia's birthday card. And it turned out so weird. I kinda miss painting. I should paint more often now.

I'm planning to buy some painting books, you know, those books with instructions how to paint and stuff. lol.

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Yesterday, I had this short coversation with a friend about us being grown ups. We were talking how weird to be called a grown up, while we think that we're still a child. When people called us 'adult' or 'grown up', I only take it as a phrase. I never take it seriously. But then, when I think about it again, it means something! Well, beside you have an ID card, it means that you're a part of the society and your thoughts are needed.

"perasaan yang berkembang cuma pelajarannya, bukan kita"

That's what she said. Weird. But I feel the same way too. Maybe, we change, but we can't feel it. People around us can. Next year, I turn 18. And getting older freaks me out, people does get older. But it's weird how, we change and develop. I don't wanna live my childhood, my teenage life. But this is life and time goes. You got to face it.

But, why do I feel I'm not ready to be a grown up and getting old?

another daily post

2008-11-08T05:18:00.000-08:00

Microeconomics mid exam wasn't as bad as Intro to business. I'm pretty sure with my answers though I write everything that popped up in my mind. And until Tuesday, mid exam is going to be my only reason why I come to the campus.

ahh, I wanna go back to senior high. Every time I pass my school there's this feeling coming out, the filling of emptiness. I miss being in school. High school does never end!

I'm going to do the tag replies soon, okayokay? so wait for me in your blog :)

pecah utak

2008-11-07T04:57:00.000-08:00

"Introduction to business mid exam is omg so not important"

rindu

2008-11-05T23:51:00.000-08:00

Tadi pagi waktu di bis, saya ngeliat naya belajar kimia. Dia lagi belajar tentang larutan. Ada perasaan rindu akan belajar IPA waktu ngeliat dia belajar. Bukan berarti taun dpn saya mau ikut SPMB IPA -ohh, tentu tidak- tp, kangen aja sama hal-hal yang berbau IPA.

Cuma hari kamis saya bisa ngelepas rindu sama pelajaran IPA, secara saya ada matakuliah matematika ekonomi. Tapi, masih aja rindu (yee, mmng susah). Rindu alat-alat lab, rindu larutan2 bau, rindu smuanya. Ehh, pas balik, ketemu sama guru kimia kelas 3 dulu. What a coincidence!

Tadi, mid matek! g belajar sama sekali. Dikirain mindy minggu depan! huff.
Makanya belajar tiap hari! kebiasaan SMA jgn dibawa2 kuliah!

daily

2008-11-04T05:12:00.000-08:00

Dosen IKD: Jadi 9 planet di tata surya adalah..
Mahasiswa: Merkurius, venus, bumi, mars, jupiter, saturnus....
Gerombolan cowok di belakang saya: Merkurius, venus, bumi, mars, jupiter, yamaha, revo, mio
Saya: huaaaaaaahhahahauahhaahhaha

Betapa mudahnya saya ketawa :)
I know it's not that funny but I love to laugh my head off.

another monday

2008-11-03T02:07:00.000-08:00

I just love monday. I know it's like the opposite from my url, but I just love it, okay?

I love how people have to wake up early in the morning after their weekends, I love how the school kids prepare their flag ceremony, and I love to see that funny dude in the morning even though only a glance and having a short conversation about nothing. I love monday's atmosphere.

And today, I have my monday. Happiness and jealousy mingled into one.

I wish, I have the wrong thought about you.

-

2008-11-02T01:01:00.000-07:00

Really I don't know what is the best title for this post.

I've been having this really bad days this week and I don't know who's the one I should blame. I think it's my fault.

Mid exams are just around the corner, hopefully I can do good this semester as the new student. This economics stuff just lost me, but I know I'll catch up pretty soon. Assignments won't stop pouring and I'm getting used to it. This college atmosphere is so cool even though I get sick on how far the campus is.

Adapting, yes, I'm doing that.

fading

2008-10-23T02:20:00.000-07:00

It fades. Less than a week.

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I should be angry. I forced myself to woke up early this morning evethough it was raining and felt good in bed, I forced myself to go to campus. For my education's sake.

I was in the bus stop, thinking should I go to the campus? and half of me agreed. So I went. And there was heavy rain, some people in my bus got wet.

8.00 am, I arrived and went to the class straight away. It was raining.
.
8.30 am, the class supposed to start but no lecturer and still raining.
.
.
9.00 am, no lecturer's entering the class and the rain wont stop pouring down.
.
.
10.00 am, people busy with their own stuff and the rain got heavier.
.
.
11.00 am, moved to another class and was still raining.

They studied and I decided to went home. I wasted my precious time and money for nothing.

Oh crap! I need money.

And the rain keep pouring down.
"...seperti pelangi menunggu hujan reda..."

shocker

2008-10-20T05:58:00.000-07:00

No, today isn't a shocker day as Francesca would say. But it's a 'wow' day. wth. The thing is I'm happy. That's it.

a minuet of talk gets me smiling for the whole day. Isn't that wonderful?
I can't wait for next week. Hope the feeling won't go away :)

perubahan

2008-10-17T01:24:00.000-07:00

Memang dari dulu saya paling suka edit sana edit sini, pindah sana pindah sini. Alasannya sih cuma satu: pengen cari sesuatu yang beda. Tapi akhirnya masih gitu-gitu aja. Tadinya pengen pindah blog (lagi?) tapi, kasian yang sudah nge-link, harus ngubah link saya. Tadinya juga mau delete beberapa atau hampir semua postingan yang ada di blog ini tapi sayang rasanya, walaupun postingannya gak penting tapi itu memori.

Sama seperti hidup ini, beberapa waktu saya pengen dilahirin kembali jadi bayi lagi, jadi kertas putih lagi. Saya percaya kalau Idul Fitri kita kembali jadi suci, tapi itu hanya untuk sebagian orang; orang-orang yang benar-benar ngerjain puasanya, ibadahnya, dan semuanya dengan ikhlas. Saya? masih suka naik- turun.

Ada hal-hal dalam diri saya yang masih kurang, masih banyak sifat-sifat jahat yang menggrogoti tubuh saya.

Saya itu:

pemalas
gampang marah
egois
bodoh
suka iri
pencemburu
jorok
pendiam gak jelas
plin plan
kasar
mudah nangis
mudah tersinggung
susah adaptasi
rendah diri
tidak kritis
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.
.
.
.
.
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Masih banyak hal-hal negative yang belum saya tulis diatas. Tapi satu hal, saya optimis! walaupun dari luar kelihatan pesimis tapi saya tahu, di dalam segumpal daging yang disebut hati ini saya percaya saya bisa. Ketika orang-orang sudah pesimis, saya tahu keajaiban ada. Maka dari itu saya ingin berubah, walaupun sedikit demi sedikit toh itu bakal jadi bukit :)

Saatnya berubah :)

balada hari selasa

2008-10-14T05:42:00.000-07:00

Hari ini cuma ada 1 matakuliah itu pun MPK (=.=) dosennya pun abstrak (?) Dari rumah jam setengah 10, minggu kemaren pergi lebih telat dari itu dpt busnya mudah. Tapiiiiiii taukah anda apa yang terjadi? nunggu 1 jam di halte. OMG! untungnya ketemu sm dini bisa barengan. Mahasiswa di halte sudah numpuk 1 bus pasti g bisa namoung mahasiswa sebanyak itu, BERARTI: REBUTAN! NO! apalagi banyak cowok. FYI, cowok klo sudah rebutan naudzubillah deh cewek sampe didorong2. Jadi, waktu bus datang, semua orang lari ke pintu saya yang agak telat larinya otomatis g dapet dong? untungnya ada jendela yang kebuka, tas dilempar ke dlm itu pun sedulu2an dgn mas-mas yang di blkg hhha :D untungnya dpt tempat duduk :)

Yaaa itu lah sekelumit cerita saya semenjak kuliah di Unsri. Ga pulang ga pergi selalu rebutan, gak selalu sii tapi biasanya begitu. Tadi pulangnya juga rebutan :) Tapi itu laah I love Layo no matter what. Kata orang sih ya anak2 yang kuliah di Layo lebih semangat drpd yang kuliah di bukit (ekstension kuliah di bukit). Ya iya lah, kita yang di layo kan harus berjuang nyari bis, kuliah jauh2 di tengah pedesaan yang aksesnya masih terbatas. Kalo g ada dosen mw pergi kmn coba? mall g ada, palingan perpus atau kantin hha. OMG! tp itu juga kadang yang ngebuat layo spesial (appa coba?)

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Indonesia kok tambah ancur ya?

daily rant

2008-10-11T00:57:00.000-07:00

I called Ala last night and this is what happened

me (m): hey ala!
ala (a): who's this?
m: it's fida
a: OMG!
m: how's u?
a: i'm great! u?
m: i'm great too. i'm so bored

tut..tut..tut..

when i checked my credits, it finished! only Rp. 77 left T________T

yo Ala! i miss you, miss my another cows too. OMG! i got nothing else to post. My life is so boring right now. wtf.

another useless post

2008-10-10T01:20:00.000-07:00

I told you I'm lost in economics! today's the prove. I really want to participate but I was so lost. I understand what they're saying then I'm lost again. wth! I need to study more.

I miss them bad ♥

monotone, and it's boring

2008-10-09T06:39:00.000-07:00

So hey!
6th October, went to the campus early in the morning and found out no lecturers came! I hate it. It was so tiring after all the Ied stuff and you got to go to campus and found out there's no lecturers. My campus is in the middle of villages D:

What now? got assignments, and I'm so lost in economics. Why didn't i choose social in the senior high? ._____. Tomorrow got intro to business and this time I hope the lecturer doesn't come. I need a holiday!

I'm so lost! please someone find me.

Zzz

2008-10-05T03:32:00.000-07:00

Besok kuliah =.=
kembali kehutan NOOO!!!

molly eats lolly

2008-10-01T20:25:00.000-07:00

OMG! I found that picture in Naya's friendster. Hhha. I remember when we took this picture, we were like "let's act like ghost" but it turned out like this. So lame. We were in yr 12 back then, fist semester. I miss this moment.

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I don't know why it turns like this. One message could actually brighten up your dull day? Oh God! he sent those messages to everyone yet I felt I'm special. Isn't that lame? I thought, I've forgotten, I haven't. Dude, i miss you.

I need to go out.

Lebaran :)

2008-09-29T21:51:00.000-07:00

IED MUBARAK!
Ikan kakap ikan patin, mohon maaf lahir batin :D

Okay, sekarang saatnya berkeluh kesah tentang Laskar Pelangi.
Saya sdh nonton dua kali, soalnya hari pertama dpt tmpt yang amat sangat tdk pw: nomor 2 dr dpn. Yang ngebuat Laskar Pelangi kurang 'wah' menurut saya adalah tokoh yang kurang tepat, seperti, Flo dan Bodenga. Setahu saya, Flo itu cantik, tomboy, keras dan gila hal2 yg berbau mistik. Tapi di film, Flo cuma cantik aja (menurut saya), tomboyny kurang dpt, apalagi gila hal mistik! JAUH.

Trus Bodenga. Ya ammpuun kok kayak dukun gitu ya? Di novel, Bodenga digambarkan kayak orang compang camping, brewokan, g punya rumah, tinggal di pohon2 trus sayang banget sama buaya. Eh ini? dukun pake kris. hhha.

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Rumah lagi rame skrg. There are 22 people in my house. jdig! Sahur and Iftar are the busiest time in my house. And I got to wash the dishes. How great? But I love it.

:D